Toronto Sotirios: “I want to commit suicide, and will not be able”

My dear christians, today I want to talk to you about the mystery of life. When it begins, how it begins and what are the stages of life…
Every human life begins with conception in the mother’s womb, and made by the same God with the unity of the father and mother.
And the first stage of the human life span is nine months, who lives in his mother’s womb.
In the approximately nine months it is born, and is born crying because he was happy the man inside the belly of the mother firstly, and secondly because he’s afraid of the unknown. But we know, when a child is born, we are very happy.
And it comes to the second stage of life or the second period of life. From the moment you are born until the moment you die and leave this world.
And when it is over this second period of his life with death, does not want to die. No one wants to die. We all fear death. Why? Firstly because we’re happy in this life and second because we’re scared again of the unknown, like the newborn when it is born and comes out from the belly of his mother.
Death is a birth, and is born the man in the third stage or the third period of his life, which begins with death and ends with the second presence of Christ, the resurrection of all the dead and the just and final judgment.
As long as man is in this third stage of his life, he prays for us and asks that we pray for him. And you know, our prayers, memorials, τρισάγια, functions, help this man, who is in the third period of his life.
With the second coming of Christ and the resurrection of the dead and the just judgement, the man is judged and passes to the fourth and last stage of his life, which has no end.
And those who are deemed worthy by God, will go to the Heavenly Kingdom. And those judged unworthy will go to the heavenly hell. In heaven and in hell.
What heaven is this? Don’t you think that Heaven is mountains and trees and lakes and forests and flowers and animals. Not the mountains the πιλάφια of heaven, nor seventy-two virgins. None of this is heaven.
Heaven is a spiritual state in which the righteous will live in the light of God and will enjoy the infinite holiness, his infinite glory, infinite happiness, infinite joy of God.
And those who will go to hell, again, hell is a spiritual state.
But to tell you something. In this life, when man feels that he has abandoned God. You don’t want one person and she doesn’t love him, can’t live and committed suicide to end the loneliness of this and the punishment of this.
And the man who is away from God in the darkness of sin, feels the same thing. He feels that he wants to kill himself, to end in the βασανά, but there is a suicide and always will be in eternal punishment.
This is the meaning of life. This is the miracle of life. And I told you all this to let you know, so that each of us, to live in accordance with God’s will here and with the orthodox faith, to meet you there, in the arms of God.
In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Τρισάγιε God, who created the world and create constantly each and every one of us, we thank you that you brought us in this world and please help us to βαδίζομε the path of salvation, so the second of your presence, Christ in us, and in just your crisis after the resurrection of all, to find us worthy to enter the Kingdom and to απολαμβάνομε forever the infinite glory.
The infinite mercy. The infinite holiness. The infinite happiness and joy. Thank You, Lord Jesus Christ, Τριαδικέ God.
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