Fipster: I lived a fake life, lied to everyone about everything

‘ I had come to think of killing myself” confesses .In the darkest period of his personal life he wanted Fipster to share in the new episode of the podcast he presents online. “My cat helped me out, I won’t say depression, from grief. So when four years ago I was experiencing a very strange, dark period and I saw the cat uploaded to social media. “What a beautiful cat! I’m coming to get it now” I told the girl who posted the picture on Instagram.” “So I went and got the cat, I brought it home, I didn’t know what to do with it, and I got friends to come help me with it at home. But all this love that you take and give to the animal helped me very much” the young Youtuber first confessed. “The worst phase of my life I think it was when I was a teenager, I’ve said it before. There at 16 to 18. Things were happening in me that I couldn’t handle, I didn’t have who to share with. By choice I didn’t share them with anyone, my friends or my parents. I lived a fake life, lied to everyone about everything.” “There were many things at home with my parents, they didn’t exactly find them. This is very unpleasant because when you are 15 – 16 years old, you see everything much bigger. If you don’t have someone to share them with, you see them even bigger. I was drowning in my thoughts. I was even thinking about killing myself because life made no sense, taking pills and all that.” “From this I came out with a conversation with my parents, with therapy and a friend of mine then played a very key role in my life because, without telling her anything, she had understood many things, came and embraced me” Filipster even filled me in.